My life💕

Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've cried in my room when nobody was watching. Nobody knows how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody know how many times I've felt like I'm about to snap, but I just don't for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head when I'm sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody. Knows. Me.

Maybe no one is reading this or will ever read it for that matter. But I choose to believe that at at least one person will stumble upon my blog and maybe even find it interesting. But it's true nobody knows me....I'm a nobody. I have know idea of who I am or who I am supposed to be. For about a year I have been struggling with my life mentally and emotionally. But no ones seems to understand that. It's also my fault I have trouble expressing my self out loud but for some reason I find it more calming to type my emotions. I am writing this blog not just for myself but to see if it may help someone else in the future.